remains of saturday night on 12th ave

a broken black stiletto

j cole blaring to an empty crowd

one fur coat, two broken mirrors, and

            forty-seven bottle caps

whispers of the best friends

            who are no longer best friends

a shot-ski seeking the lips of lonely teenagers

turtle-murdering mcdonald’s straws

inappropriate doodles lining the

            side jamb of the bedroom door

a monogramed shot glass

echoes of tear-filled phone calls

rolled up dollar bills next to a pile of

            fun-dip dust

a shattered phone with an “nhs” case

the lingering stench of vodka and cigarettes

six missed calls from mom

the air-blown circulation of glitter

a fake id with “delaware” spelled wrong

an empty bottle of cheerwine spinning

            on the table

crystal light lemonade wrappers

other wrappers

unidentifiable stains on the macramé rug

the sour taste of unbrushed teeth

a “best teacher ever” mug filled with

            something green

one thick golden hoop missing her twin

questionable consent

billions of dust particles in the morning sun

a path of pillows from the couch to the fridge

            because the floor is lava

a voicemail saying he’s sorry

a red lace bra hanging from the

            mounted deer head

a long-forgotten ping pong ball

protected by a shield of dust

an ordinary but unwelcome empty space

            that feels like waking up alone

when someone is supposed to be there